Its like that, but with my art. Its extremely hard to think with, in my case, a thick fog shrouding your mind from all the imaginative ideas all gathered in one spot in your brain. I really hate it. I think I can finally understand what writers feel when they sit in front of a computer, staring blankly at the screen not knowing how to elaborate on their one sentence plot.
At the start of my art filled journey, I was putting down pieces of creativity down on paper like it was second nature. Everyday a new design, figure, or subject popped into my head and with a little creativity, it became a masterpiece to me. I guess part of this can be due to the lack of influence... no, that's not the case because Alex Pardee and my imagination is enough for me. So I don't get it. Why can't I make something? It really makes me angry, not having ideas that you want to put on paper. Its like being a kid, getting a new toy car, and only knowing that that toy car can go forward on a surface. No imaginative flying engine, no drifting capability, no transforming, no indestructible body, no nothing. Just a straightforward, drive straight and that's it.
If anyone has the mathematical equation to getting ideas and searching the deepest parts of your brain, then please, I beg you to give it to me. I'm in need.
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